God gave me you

This is for someone very special to me... you know who you are.

I know this distance is hard and we struggle at times. Probably more me than you, my stupid emotions. HA!
But I want you to know that I'm willing to do anything to make this work. You mean the world to me, you are not only my best friend that I tell everything to but you are also the man that I love.
I know not living in the same town right now is difficult but I think we are doing a pretty good job at it. Every chance I get I come down there. Even if its just for the night. I would walk all the way there just to see you. It may take me a few days but I'd do it. Every minute I get to spend with you when I visit is worth the wait. I know that I've been crazy emotional lately, and I'm sorry but I'm a girl, what do you expect?
There are so many things I love about you and I could just go on and on.
You have been there for me through so much (you know what I mean) and you still are to this day.
You can read me like a book, which is amazing because you get me to talk about the things that I don't want to talk about but I know and you know I need to talk about.
Without you I'd be an even more emotional wreck. HA
You know just when to hug me and when to kiss me softly, or when to just touch my back softly letting me know that you're by my side, or grabbing my hand when I'm taking the deep breath to calm myself down telling me it'll be okay.
When I'm with you I  feel safe, loved, home.
I love you and I am willing to do anything to make this work.

This song makes me think of you every time I hear it. It is so true.

I’ve been a walking heartache
I’ve made a mess of me
The person that I’ve been lately
Ain’t who I wanna be

But you stay here right beside me
And watch as the storm blows through
And I need you

Cause God gave me you for the ups and downs
God gave me you for the days of doubt
And for when I think I lost my way
There are no words here left to say, it’s true
God gave me you
Gave me you

There’s more here than what we’re seeing
A divine conspiracy
That you, an angel lovely
Could somehow fall for me
You’ll always be love’s great martyr
And I’ll be the flattered fool
And I need you

God gave me you for the ups and downs
God gave me you for the days of doubt
And for when I think I lost my way
There are no words here left to say, it’s true
God gave me you

On my own I’m only
Half of what I could be
I can’t do without you
We are stitched together
And what love has tethered
I pray we never undo

Cause God gave me you for the ups and downs
God gave me you for the days of doubt
God gave me you for the ups and downs
God gave me you for the days of doubt
And for when I think I lost my way
There are no words here left to say, it’s true
God gave me you, gave me you.
He gave me you. 

I pray every night for God to give us both strength, peace and comfort.
I love you!